A Glimpse into Today
This blog isn't going to be about anything specific, just whats going on in my life right now and what's going through my head. As the previous blog suggested, I'm still hunting for a house. I found one that I'm very interested in and may try to put a bid in on it. It's located in a very nice neighborhood in northeast Wichita and is very close to the major highways. It's also pretty close to my cousins house, so that's always nice. It was a bank repo, so it needs some fixing up, but I look forward to work like that. We'll see what happens.
About a week and a half ago, I bought a jet ski. I got a helluva deal on it and I can't wait to play with it. My cousin and I cleaned it up really good yesterday and I must say again, I got a helluva deal. I got it registered and bought a year pass to all the state lakes. Next weekend, I will be buying a boat from a friends dad. It's a bowrider and seats about 8. It will also be a blast and I can't wait for the lake weather. I don't know where I'm going to put all this crap, but I know I'm going to have fun. I invite all of my friends to the lake anytime I go. The more the better. I didn't buy this stuff just for me, I want my friends to have as much fun as I will.
I've been chasing a problem with my elcamino for the last two weeks. It just died one day and wouldn't start from that point on. Finally, today I found the problem. Apparently I broke my distributor. Luckily I had a spare, so I stuck it on and it started right up. I took it out for a spin today and was grinning ear to ear.
Last night I went with some friends from work to Flashback's. We had a blast and then had any afterparty at one of the guys house. It was a drunken mess, but I had fun and did a little too much dancing. I don't feel so good today. As much fun as I had, there is still a little bit of me that is still depressed. I long to find my true love. I don't have a whole lot of game, so it's tough for me to talk to random girls. On top of that, I probably don't want to meet one at a bar. I don't know if it's just my hangover, but I'm just down right now. I stumbled upon my ex's facebook profile and just about started crying. It's always hard to see someone you loved so much, so happy with someone else. I know that she met the one for her and seems to be very happy with the way life is going. I'm proud of her, but at times, I do miss her. I guess really miss having that person to just sit and stare into her eyes. I miss holding hands and kissing. I miss the long talks and waking up next to that person. The second I feel like I can move forward, something happens and it seems like I take ten steps back. I guess I'm just not ready yet to find that person, but as I always say, I look forward to and will cherish that day.
About a week and a half ago, I bought a jet ski. I got a helluva deal on it and I can't wait to play with it. My cousin and I cleaned it up really good yesterday and I must say again, I got a helluva deal. I got it registered and bought a year pass to all the state lakes. Next weekend, I will be buying a boat from a friends dad. It's a bowrider and seats about 8. It will also be a blast and I can't wait for the lake weather. I don't know where I'm going to put all this crap, but I know I'm going to have fun. I invite all of my friends to the lake anytime I go. The more the better. I didn't buy this stuff just for me, I want my friends to have as much fun as I will.
I've been chasing a problem with my elcamino for the last two weeks. It just died one day and wouldn't start from that point on. Finally, today I found the problem. Apparently I broke my distributor. Luckily I had a spare, so I stuck it on and it started right up. I took it out for a spin today and was grinning ear to ear.
Last night I went with some friends from work to Flashback's. We had a blast and then had any afterparty at one of the guys house. It was a drunken mess, but I had fun and did a little too much dancing. I don't feel so good today. As much fun as I had, there is still a little bit of me that is still depressed. I long to find my true love. I don't have a whole lot of game, so it's tough for me to talk to random girls. On top of that, I probably don't want to meet one at a bar. I don't know if it's just my hangover, but I'm just down right now. I stumbled upon my ex's facebook profile and just about started crying. It's always hard to see someone you loved so much, so happy with someone else. I know that she met the one for her and seems to be very happy with the way life is going. I'm proud of her, but at times, I do miss her. I guess really miss having that person to just sit and stare into her eyes. I miss holding hands and kissing. I miss the long talks and waking up next to that person. The second I feel like I can move forward, something happens and it seems like I take ten steps back. I guess I'm just not ready yet to find that person, but as I always say, I look forward to and will cherish that day.
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